This is a subject I am intreaged about. This morning I was talking with a friend about online affairs. My friend asked me if I had ever wanted to meet the person I was chatin with in person. I said no, not realising where the conversation was going. I set ground rules for online chats when I first start a friendship with people, so this caught me off gaurd. Not that I am saying I am all that or anything, I just want to keep it friendly, and nothing more. Really.
So the conversation went back and forth for a while,asking questions, answering questions. I found out my friend had had an affair last year with someone he had met online. This totally blew me away. He asked me if I ever thought about anyone else, and if I ever wanted to take that step. All I could say was, no. Of cource, Im not blind or stupid. I do see guys that knock my socks off, but that is all they can do. I cant even bring myself to have the imaginary fantasy of him and me in bed. I just cant. There have been afew guys I have met that I refer to as Eye Candy. Cute face, nice ass, fills out his wranglers just right. But the thought of having someone else touch me creeps me out. Am I a prude, I dont think so.
Anyway, he went on to tell me about his affair, not in detail, but he told me. I think he was trying to get me to meet him off line. If I have a friendship with someone, that is all it is. I told him I had everything I could possibley want right now. Everything is good with me. If I want something, I get it. I dont have to worry about the silly things any more. I dont want to break something I cant fix.
It seems that men are more willing to take that step and start an online affair. Maybe I am wrong, I dont know. Why do they do this. I need some input her from people that have more expereince than me. It troubles me to think there are ulterior motives to peoples friendships. It makes me remember Ambers blog from a few weeks ago. Kinda different though. I told my friend I would never do that, and if I was ever single again, I would probably stay single cuz I am so scared of creepy guys. I know this sounds silly, but right now in my mind, its the truth.
OK, on another point. I have decided to give the Katrina quilt to the Hospice Center In turlock California. They were with us the last few months of my moms life. I dont know wht we would have done without them. All the way tothe last day, they were there. After she passed, they came back and waited till she left her house for the last time. I am deepley indebted to them. So, my next trip to Turlock , I will bring the quilt and give it to them. Thank you all for your support. I really appreciate your input.
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