Im wondering again

the last time I did this I got in trouble with a sock puppet, but that's ok. we are all entitled to our opinions. I wonder a lot, and a lot about things I have no idea how to answer. so I am going to post my wonders again here. If you oppose them, please don't attack me. they are wonders, and wonders are how we learn new stuff.

I wonder sometimes what it feels like to be something other than me. I happen think we are all pretty much the same. I mean if we all closed our eyes and had no idea what each other looked like, wouldn't we all be the same? kind of? we would still have our own ideas and opinions and morals and things we live by. but how could we judge each other by what we looked like. so i wonder sometimes what it would feel like to be male, or asian and tiny with pretty long black hair. I don't know why I wonder these things, but i do.

I wonder sometimes what I would really do if I was very wealthy. we all say we would do these wonderful things for our family, or the underprivileged or some cause, but would I really? I think i would actually. but would that feed the need I have sometimes to help in a real way. I know I would pay off my debts that i have. I don't have many really. the house payment and Alex's college are the two biggies. they would be gone. I would hope i would be able to figure out how to be a good philanthropist before the money was gone and it was too late.

I wonder why some people are just hateful and mean to others for no apparent reasons. I have heard they act like this because they are so unhappy with themselves. this may be true. if it is, why don't they do something to make themselves happy. do something good for someone else, for no apparent reason. if you do this once in a while, there is no way you can be mean and hateful, is there?  i work with a person like this. I try to avoid her at all costs, but she wont let me. its horrible. so we just know she is b..... and let it go.

i wonder why some people can be creative with dried pasta and make it look good and I cant draw a straight line. why are some people so easily talented. I know our brains are wired for different things. some people are wired to remember everything they see and hear. some are just very good at the whole learning process. each of us has our own talent, but i wonder what it is that gives us these talents. this one probably has a really easy answer, but i still wonder.

Now here is the fashion police wonder. this one may get me in trouble, but i cant help it. why do people(mostly young girls) wear their pants low around their waist and their stomachs are falling out the front. I have seen so many young people lately who are over weight, and its mostly in their stomachs, and wear their clothes too tight and too small. i am overweight and I know it, but I don't let my stomach hang out like a trophy. the clothes now are clingy and this looks soo bad. I just don't get it. I had to get  that one off my mind.

well, i think that is the end of this session of wonders. If I think of any more and I can remember them, i will try and save them up and do this again. I have a list of my favorite things going in my documents file. I need to put that one up too one day. so that's it. see ya all later.