Finally A NEW Post

Its been a week since I have been here. I have been working, and been really tired. yesterday, I read a few blogs, then just turned off my lappy. I just couldn't even really even respond to the two blogs I did read. Crap, i hate it when i get like this. Anyway, let me tell you what has been on my mind this week.

I am gonna get a little on the adult side in this paragraph, so if that bothers you, move onto the next paragraph. Not really, really adult, just a little. OK, here goes. Did you notice the gap in time just there, where I had to figure out how to say this. OK, really, here goes. For those of you who are married, have a man in your life, or did have a man in your life at one time or another, do you tell them when you are feeling a little on the horny side. I don't know how else to say that. Do you ever want to just strip down and tell him to get into the bedroom or where ever it is you want to get your fix on? This happens to me at the strangest times. Like in the middle of the afternoon, for no apparent reason, I just want some, really bad. Now, for the second part, if he is not around, do you self medicate. This is really a big thing for me to even write this. I know it may sound sort of prudish of me, maybe even naive. I just never talk about sex, my sex life in print or to another person other than John. This is more of an experiment to see if I will leave it here. This is me being a little bit out there.

Some good news from John. John is a school bus mechanic. A damn good one too. This has been his occupation ever since we met. That would be twenty something years. Well, about a month ago he ordered a new tool box from Matco. That is a tool company like SnapOn that delivers tools to the work site, and you can purchase tools right off the truck. This tool box is what John has been longing for for way too many years. Well, finally it arrived at his job site yesterday. I may go over there and take some pics of it. John was so happy. He ordered it in canary yellow, cus everyone else has red or black. He said everyone came out and was looking at it. He was so proud, and I am so happy for him.

One last note. Once again I went to breakfast all by myself this morning. I have gotten use to that now and it isn't so bad. I am now going to attempt to go to the movies all by myself and see a movie that I want to see. John hates going to the movies, andI hate going by myself. But I don't see why I should do without because John wont go with me. I also need to post a pic of the quilt I made for my D/L. I guess she liked it. it took her three days to call and say thank you after I made it for her. That is a different rant.

I will try not to have such a gap between blogs. If I think of something else to say, you know you will be the first to hear it.