I do. Its getting to be Halloween. when we think of halloween, we think of ghosts, goblins, witches and scary stuff like that. We buy pumkins and carve them up, clean out the insides and light it with a candle. Then we display these carved up scary heads in our windows and yards. As it gets dark, our own little children dress up in disguises and beg from door to door for treats. I know it sounds like i dont like halloween, i do. i just wanted to preface what i am going to tell you with that. it really has nothing to do with what im gonna talk about, but i felt like it.
anyway, back to what i was asking. do you beleive in ghosts? Some call them spirits. that is what i prefer to call them. its not like i see spirits all over, i dont. I only see or rather feel them sometimes. I cant really see them the way that you would see a person standing in the room with you. the only way i know to say this is to say I feel them with me.
when we moved here, there was a presence. My five year old son refused to go into the room we were going to set up his bed. he said he wasnt going to sleep in that room. He demanded we moved his bed. i didnt usually give in to his demands at that time, but i did that time. i figured it was just a room.
then, as time went on, i started feeling like i wasnt alone, when i was. there were certain parts of the house this was stronger. Every time i would go into the garage, i just knew there was someone there with me. I couldnt wait to get back in the house. i was scared to turn my back out there, but what was i turning my back to, i was alone.
My older son confided in me one day. there was a small ghost child that would tease him as he got ready for school. he would dart in and out of the room, just out of eyesite before my son could get a good look at him. he knew he was there.
John has told me things, on his own, when i never told him what i saw or heard or felt. Alex and Andy told me things the same way. I couldnt go into the whole detail of this in this post, it would take too long. I no longer have these issues with these spirits. I had to ask them to leave.
Now, after reading this you may think i am just a little on the looney side, but im not. really. my life doesnt revolve around this stuff, but its been on my mind latley. probably because of halloween. there are a few other things that I have experienced, but i dont talk about them. I got tired of the strange looks when i did.
so now i ask again. do you beleive or have you ever experienced a bit of the paranormal? would it scare you if you did. im just wondering. you dont have to say, i am just curious.
I believe! I believe, I believe! Lately, I believe now more then ever! Now more then ever!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI believe there are all kinds of things we don't understand or see. I would love to see or feel a ghost. I wouldn't be afraid I think I would try to communicate with it... I dont believe in those ghost shows on tv though...
ReplyDeleteI really haven't had a personal experience with the paranormal, but I definitely believe. This isn't exactly the same thing but when Oni was quite little, 3 years old, she was convinced that she had an 'old family' that she lived with before us. She talked about her old mother, her old father and her old siblings in amazing detail. And she talked about them very matter of factly. She even remembered her death, although she never really called it that. It was freaky. At first I hated it but later I realized maybe there was something there that she understood and I didn't. I know people don't believe in that stuff, but something was going on with her beyond just her imagination. She was only 3 after all. She eventually stopped talking about it and doesn't even remember anymore. But I can't help but wonder at times. I think there is just so much we don't really understand. And I certainly believe there are more explanations than some may think. Very interesting your experience!!! Thanks for sharing...hope to hear more about it sometime!
ReplyDeleteVery interesting blog....I have had my own experiences with spirits/ghosts since I was a child. My mom had a strong presence that would actually follow her from place to place...when we moved it moved with us. So, growing up it got to be the "norm"...BUT, when I feel the presence of one now, I just ask it to leave nicely and I let it be known I DONT want to see it. Sounds silly, I know,. but that is how I am. You now have me thinking of posting a similar blog. lol And...looking down at the comment from jollyboo....that is odd that she has a daughter named Oni...when my katie was about 2-3 yrs old she said she used to live a long time ago and she was called Oni...hmmmm odd, eh?
ReplyDeletewow! I am lovin this. I was a little leary of writing about this, but now i feel good. jolly, i have heard so many times, and i beleive it, that small children see and hear things we can no longer see or hear. as we grow up, we block these things from ourselves somehow and they stop showing themselves. other adults tell us our stories and invisible friends arent real. what do adults know. then we grow up and all the wonderful things we know to be true, disappear from our memory. how sad.
ReplyDeleteLu, you need to ask her about that. that is really quite the coincidence. I was wondering if this family has followed me. that is another story all together. some day, maybe i could write this stuff down.i would love to read the different stories of your experiences further.
I just met with my spirtualist today and she gave me the book Mia's world to read and it is amazing!
ReplyDeleteDo you remember I talked about a little girl that connected with me when Amber and I went to that church in Chester, England? She followed me all around and out into a courtyard where I called on my Spirit Guide to come fetch her and take her to her parents. I think she went to the church looking for them because that was the last place she was with them. I wasn't afraid or anything. I took a picture of a spirit in the woods. Its in one of my albums on my multiply page. Go look at it! Its in the album titled Rough Ridge Overlook.
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