My week on first

this is Friday of the week on first. tomorrow will be my last day on first, and I really hope I get called off. That means they call me and tell me I dont have to come in. I have made up my mind, I dont want to go to first. Most of the people on first now have four weeks vacation. they all have seniority, and lots of it. If i ever wanted a week off, when I wanted it, I would have to pray and beg. to get a three day weekend might just be near impossible. On third, I am high senior. I can pretty much choose what week I want. I can have christmas week if I want, and I do. If John and I want ot go on a vacation, we can. That is important to me now. I am just not ready to go back to the bottom in seniority and have to work a bunch of ot again. So, if the bid comes up, Iwill be passing it up and stay on third. I have to do what is best for me. right now, first would not be what is best for me. sad to say.

Have you ever done something, thinking you know what you are doing. then, you find out you completely missed a step you forgot about and what yu were trying to do, now wasnt right. Well, I did this. I spent monday cutting and sewing fabric. sure, it was scraps, but I still had an intent. When I layed the finished pieces out so i coutl sew them together, it was all wrong. I completely missed a step. now I had to figure out what I was going to do. I am going to use those pieces, and now, after thinking about it for a week, I have figured it out. I will show a picture of the finished product when I get it done. Im sure it will go on my etsy page.

Latley, I have been having a hard time writing here. I dont know what is going on with me, but that is why I havent been here very much. I havent even stopped by too many pages. really, I just wish i could remotivate myself. Im sure it will happen again. this might be why some people get on here and say they are taking a blog break. maybe that is what is going on here. I dont know. Anyway, if you decide to read this, please dont desert me. one day I will recover from this what ever it is.

Ok, have a great weekend. If I can think of some other ground breaking news i just have to burst my gut about, beleive me, you all will be the first to know.