Im going away for the weekend to see my sisters and neice in Santa Cruz. I dont go to the boardwalk any more. dont know why, I guess I would rather visit my family then spend 40.00 a day to go on a few rides. I could go to the beach again, see the part I used to play in when i was a kid. (see the pic of me on the beach) front page. It seemed so big to me at the time. Like it was so far to the water, but when I go back and look at it, its no that far, from the parking lot to where we used to lay our blanket down. there was a stream of water that flowed to the ocean, it was about five or six feet wide and maybe four feet deep. My mom told me these numbers one time. I rememeber my sister trying to carry me throught the water to the other side, where everyone sat on the rocks. As she got deeper in the water, I started screaming and climbing up her back, I almost drowned her. My mom told her to take me back before I killed both of us. I was no fun, I cried at everything. I was scared of everything when I was a kid. But especially water, cus I dont swim very well. My dad tried very hard to get me to learn to swim better, but as soon as something touched me in the water, that was it, i panicked. We didnt swim in pools very much, always in rivers and lakes, so things touched me. eweswewewwe. When i was a kid, real little , I even thought sharks lived in pools, but for soem reason I couldnt see them, them, they would appear when I got in, then eat me up. I dont know when this thought went away, thank God it did. How embarrassing would that be to say i was afraid of sharks in pools. anyway, Im rambling again.
Anyway, I will be gone this weekend. having fun. yippee
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