Ok , for the last week I have been writing that story and not doing the bla bla blog. For all i know, only two people are reading it, but thats ok I guess. Today is Friday an i dont have to work tonight. I am happy for that. I feel like opening up that bottle of wine i have been promising myself for a long time. I really should. This weekend, I am going to start a quilt. My neice is going to have a baby in September, so this will give me plenty of time to get it done. This is the first quilt I will make without my mom being here. I always love to compare fabric with her,then show her what I had done. I told my sister today i was going to start a quilt and I started to cry. She said that was ok, we are all going through this. That was something my mom and i did together. This is going to be hard, but I really want to do it. I know mom would tell me to just go make it, what am i so upset about. But I want her here with me. My god, when does it get easier?
I have gone in and looked at the things other bloggers write. It seems that a lot of people are utilising that create a poll option on their pages. That is a fun little option. Some people are so creative with what they write, and how they decorate their pages, it make these little rolls boring and sorta mind numbing at times. I think i do this a lot for my own selfishness at times. I just need to vent, or blabber about something, and sometimesI dont need a face to look at me while i am doing it. I wish i was able to do the glitter thingy, or learn how to post movies or soem of the other cool stuff. But then again, today i have spent more time here thatn I have in a very long time. I have writeen to most of the people on my friends list and created another chaptor of my story, that only two people are reading, and now this. I need to do something constructive, like open that wine and start my weekend. If you happen to read this, hope you all have a good weekend. be safe, and see ya next time around.
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