Chapter Seven
Jackson
I talked the police and ambulance into letting me take care of June. I promised if she didnât improve within 24 hours, I would bring her into the ER. I laid her down on her bed, and with Lauraâs help, got her into some comfortable clothâs. I washed the dirt off her face and cleaned the cuts on her legs and arms. I didnât know how she would effect me. I didnât expect this.
I met June one night when I ventured out to try and get a life of my own. I had been in a long relationship with someone who was also in another long relationship. When I found out what was going on, I left with what was mine, and started over. I didnât want to find another lover or girlfriend. I needed to find myself first. I had to learn to be independent before I could learn to love another person. It had been five years since I tried to date, or even look at another woman in that kind of way.
Then I went out with a group of friends to a local place, just to go dancing. I really needed to get out of the house and relax. I had no intention of meeting someone, I wasnât looking, I didnât even want to meet anyone. I was drinking a beer at the bar when this beautiful lady came up next to me and ordered her drink. At first, I didnât want to say anything to her, then for some reason, I said I would buy her drink. I knew I had made a mistake when the words fell out of my mouth.
She looked at me, surprised, and said no. I hadnât been so embarrassed in a long time. The first time I even try to be a little forward, and she says no. She did ask me my name though, and why I would offer to buy a girl a drink if I didnât even know her name. This lady caught me off guard. I couldnât even believe I was having a conversation with a lady, and I was so comfortable with her. I felt like this moment was so normal. So I asked her name, and where she worked, and if I could buy her next drink.
At this, June laughed, and said yes, she would have a glass of red wine, the next time around. I hadnât even noticed what she was drinking the whole time we were talking. I only noticed her lips moving and she was talking to me. She was only talking to me, and I donât really even know what I said. It had been so long since I even tried to talk to a lady, I thought I had forgotten what to say. I must have made some kind of impression on her, I walked away from the night with her phone number and a promise of a phone call later on.
This alone was a lot for me. It had been five years since I talked to a lady about dating. I wanted to talk to this lady again. I did call her a few days later as I said I would. We went to the movies, out to dinner, on a few small dates. It was so much fun. I didnât feel any obligation to have another date at the end of each time we spent together. June never made me feel like she required me to spend more time with her. But I wanted to. I wanted to see her more and more. She is a very independent lady, had been on her own for a long time. She also told me the story of her marriage, and I could understand why she wouldnât want to get into another relationship.
I really do care for her. We had a date tonight to go to a play. I called her last night, and the phone just rang, so I left a message. June never returned my call, which I thought was sort of strange. I called her office and they said she never showed up on Thursday and also never called in. This scared me, from what I knew of June in this short time, it was so unlike her. I went over to her house and knocked on her door. No one answered, so I asked the neighbors if they had seen her. They told me the last time they had seen her was yesterday morning as she left for work.
I just thought this was so strange, and the more I thought, the more I thought I should call the authorities. I also looked up Lauraâs number, and asked if she had heard from June. She said she had not, but that was not unusual, since they could go a few days without chatting. I called the police and they came to Juneâs house and asked me and the neighbors some question. They asked about Juneâs commute to work, about her friends, if she took drugs, or drank. They asked the usual imposing questions that they ask of everyone.
What I didnât expect, was for me to be questioned like I was responsible for her disappearance. After they asked about June, they started in on me. We stood outside in the weather and I answered questions while they continued to ask. When Laura showed up, they also questioned her. We were both very upset about June being gone, and we were being questioned.
It was getting later and later, I was getting more and more worried about June. I just wish they would stop talking to me and start looking for June. I know so many people have said this before, and it sounds so dramatic, but June can be out there somewhere injured, needing help. Look, I finally said to the officer, why donât you go look for June. Your not doing any good here , go find her!
Sir, you have to understand, if we donât have our information, we donât know where to look, or where to start. Its getting late, its getting dark, and your both tired and upset. Please donât start yelling at the people that are supposed to help you. Now, Iâm going to go ask some of the neighbors some questions, please stay here. I may need you to answer a few more questions.
I was getting more and more upset. Laura had started to cry, which seemed so out of character for her. She is a very strong person, and not one to show her personal emotions. How can one person have such an effect on people. Where the hell is June! I just wanted to scream at someone. Go find her! Its getting late. Its getting too late.